So upset

I am so freaking upset with myself right now. So fucking upset.

I really can't take this stupid mistake. I just cried over this, no joke.

I was supposed to email in the cheers that I have come up with last night. I thought I did. Well, at least I thought I did. Well, Maryam just sent us the list of cheers that we're gonna use. And then I saw the message "Thank you so much to those who contributed!!!" And I was like, shit. Did people not send in cheers? DID I NOT SEND IN THE CHEERS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!

Apparently, I didn't. That email was stuck in my Drafts. That just made me feel like digging a hole outside and stuff myself in it. I can't even do something so simple... Wtf. Just really, wtf.

Then I also thought, maybe I'm just overreacting. I'm just PMSing. And I think I am :(

This is just so annoying and now I have no mood to do any work. I had the mood to do work just now y'know :/