I am so freaking upset with myself right now. So fucking upset.
I really can't take this stupid mistake. I just cried over this, no joke.
I was supposed to email in the cheers that I have come up with last night. I thought I did. Well, at least I thought I did. Well, Maryam just sent us the list of cheers that we're gonna use. And then I saw the message "Thank you so much to those who contributed!!!" And I was like, shit. Did people not send in cheers? DID I NOT SEND IN THE CHEERS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
Apparently, I didn't. That email was stuck in my Drafts. That just made me feel like digging a hole outside and stuff myself in it. I can't even do something so simple... Wtf. Just really, wtf.
Then I also thought, maybe I'm just overreacting. I'm just PMSing. And I think I am :(
This is just so annoying and now I have no mood to do any work. I had the mood to do work just now y'know :/
Thursday, 15 January 2015
Sunday, 11 January 2015
First
So the first full week of 2015 is almost over.
The first week of 2015 is passing by so fast, mostly because I've spent every single weekday night trying to chiong my holiday homework. And I'm not even done trying to complete the work. Such a good start to the year.
Last night was a "productive" night. My sister and I had a good talk last night. We told each other things that we had never told each other and I can't wait for Edward to join us in conversations like that in future.
I finally met up with Ching and Chea Shin yesterday after a year /snickers/ and we tried Yoogane. It was reaaaaaally good. I wanted to go for SP's open house to see Felicia, but............ Ugh, I didn't go in the end.
Nothing much is going on except that I bought a new calculator and that JJ Open House is on tuesday.
So basically, that's the update on my life.
The first week of 2015 is passing by so fast, mostly because I've spent every single weekday night trying to chiong my holiday homework. And I'm not even done trying to complete the work. Such a good start to the year.
Last night was a "productive" night. My sister and I had a good talk last night. We told each other things that we had never told each other and I can't wait for Edward to join us in conversations like that in future.
I finally met up with Ching and Chea Shin yesterday after a year /snickers/ and we tried Yoogane. It was reaaaaaally good. I wanted to go for SP's open house to see Felicia, but............ Ugh, I didn't go in the end.
Nothing much is going on except that I bought a new calculator and that JJ Open House is on tuesday.
So basically, that's the update on my life.
Thursday, 1 January 2015
Happy New Year
It's 11.48pm. Okay, now 11.49pm.
Look, it's going to be 2015 in like, 11mins and I AM SO NOT READY FOR IT. I only have 4 days left to complete all the homework that I was supposed to complete within a month and a half. That's right. Procrastionator Queenie strikes again.
I've only started on Bio Corrections. Which means that I'm practically doomed.
Now I'm watching We're The Millers alone. Yeah, I'm gonna be starting 2015 suckishly.
We had a BBQ and quite a few people came. My aunts and uncle are here but here I am, stuck in Mom's room watching this movie. I wanted to watch Brave, y'know, cause it's really sad to match my mood now. But since, I already feel so sad, I might as well watch a comedic movie.
Hmmm, I did nothing much these few days. I've been practically rotting at home. Ugh, and I did nothing productive so far.
Oh look, 3 mins left to New Year.
Oh look, it's 12.00am. 1 January, 2015.
I really don't know what I'm doing, but here're pictures of me. Before (left) and after (right) midnight.
There ain't no difference y'know why? Cause the difference between 2014 and 2015 is just those few seconds. Those little moments. So many people around, but I still feel lonely. Isn't that upsetting.
Ah. "New Year, New Me". I wanna improve, I don't want a new me. I want the 2014 me and all the other years of me. It's just that the new year has new opportunities for me to improve.
I will, come up with New Year resolutions. Good ones that I will stick to.
Look, it's going to be 2015 in like, 11mins and I AM SO NOT READY FOR IT. I only have 4 days left to complete all the homework that I was supposed to complete within a month and a half. That's right. Procrastionator Queenie strikes again.
I've only started on Bio Corrections. Which means that I'm practically doomed.
Now I'm watching We're The Millers alone. Yeah, I'm gonna be starting 2015 suckishly.
We had a BBQ and quite a few people came. My aunts and uncle are here but here I am, stuck in Mom's room watching this movie. I wanted to watch Brave, y'know, cause it's really sad to match my mood now. But since, I already feel so sad, I might as well watch a comedic movie.
Hmmm, I did nothing much these few days. I've been practically rotting at home. Ugh, and I did nothing productive so far.
Oh look, 3 mins left to New Year.
Oh look, it's 12.00am. 1 January, 2015.
I really don't know what I'm doing, but here're pictures of me. Before (left) and after (right) midnight.
There ain't no difference y'know why? Cause the difference between 2014 and 2015 is just those few seconds. Those little moments. So many people around, but I still feel lonely. Isn't that upsetting.
Ah. "New Year, New Me". I wanna improve, I don't want a new me. I want the 2014 me and all the other years of me. It's just that the new year has new opportunities for me to improve.
I will, come up with New Year resolutions. Good ones that I will stick to.
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