Look, it's going to be 2015 in like, 11mins and I AM SO NOT READY FOR IT. I only have 4 days left to complete all the homework that I was supposed to complete within a month and a half. That's right. Procrastionator Queenie strikes again.
I've only started on Bio Corrections. Which means that I'm practically doomed.
Now I'm watching We're The Millers alone. Yeah, I'm gonna be starting 2015 suckishly.
We had a BBQ and quite a few people came. My aunts and uncle are here but here I am, stuck in Mom's room watching this movie. I wanted to watch Brave, y'know, cause it's really sad to match my mood now. But since, I already feel so sad, I might as well watch a comedic movie.
Hmmm, I did nothing much these few days. I've been practically rotting at home. Ugh, and I did nothing productive so far.
Oh look, 3 mins left to New Year.
Oh look, it's 12.00am. 1 January, 2015.
I really don't know what I'm doing, but here're pictures of me. Before (left) and after (right) midnight.
There ain't no difference y'know why? Cause the difference between 2014 and 2015 is just those few seconds. Those little moments. So many people around, but I still feel lonely. Isn't that upsetting.
Ah. "New Year, New Me". I wanna improve, I don't want a new me. I want the 2014 me and all the other years of me. It's just that the new year has new opportunities for me to improve.
I will, come up with New Year resolutions. Good ones that I will stick to.
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